according to colorgenics

Got this mood analysis from the Colorgenics website: interesting... and disturbing at the same time! Well here's the website if you wanna try it out for yourself www.colorgenics.com

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realization of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
*** how much more mushy can you get? don't wanna get my hopes up but man, it's been almost a year!

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.
*** true.. true. i'm getting the "what's next after culinary school" jitters,
and been thinking much how i'm gonna rule the world with my pots and pans

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offense, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.
*** i say.. mwahahahaha! i'm actually going out of my way NOT to get emotionally involved with "someone"

Matters have not gone well for you. You are experiencing severe stress trying to guard yourself from further disappointments. It would seem that all of your hopes and dreams have not been realised and you are now beginning to doubt yourself. You no longer wish to be further advised by anyone and you insist on going it alone - to control your own destiny. Even though deep down you doubt whether things will get better in the future you have one consolation - and that is that they couldn't possibly get worse. Unwilling to give up anything that you possess, you are looking for some sort of security as a protection against any further setback or loss of position and prestige. You are so negative that you tend to exaggerate your problems and refuse to accept any advice from so called well-meaning friends.
*** negativity is my middle name, and yes I DO TRY to exaggerate my problems every now and then such as for the longest time, I was torn between growing my hair or chopping it off. as always, my mood got the best of me one boring afternoon and unconsciously walked over to the nearest salon.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
*** hmm... this last one just sounds way too pathetic. poker anyone?!