nyargh

image: took a pic of our domestic godesses. i think i can be a cat in my next lifetime...

i've been unproductive and lazy the past weeks. i don't know what's eating me. i have a thing for being stagnant lately- i abhor the reality of it. sometimes, i just want to be mechanical and practical and automatic not giving myself the opportunity to think and wallow and be incapable of accomplishing anything. yes. tomorrow i shall try. but until then, i could use a few more hours of empty pondering.