hey it's almost november

it's been a while ladies and gents (or the three people who occassionally checks out this blog). haven't been in a ranting mood lately- whatever that is, half grouch half narcissictic i'd say. woke up earlier than usual today, past noon lately, due to a phone call. mother's checking up on me again. but sensing my not-so-chatty mood, being abruptly pulled off from deep slumber, she quickly ended our conversation and asked to be passed to my tita. i hate oversleeping. it's been like this for weeks and i absolutely hate it. i mean, i make it a point to punch in eight a.m. on my alarm every single day, but silly me just knocks off the damn alarm every single time- and unwillingly falls back to neverland. i like mornings. i really do. but my body just has it's way of constantly opposing its master. i think this obsession (attempting to wake up early) has something to do with me wanting to change a number of things in my life right now. i have been unproductive, stagnant, indecisive, wasteful, and a walking zombie of christmas past. that phase has got to end right now... (!)
oh yah. i'm finally moving out of our apartment. that tiny shoebox i've come to call home the past two years. i can't even begin to imagine living at home again. i'm so used to living independently i'm almost sure i'll be out of the house this time next year. man, that place has just too many memories i should etch my name somewhere before i leave. those four walls have been witness to exciting times in my life. make that insane times in my life. details of which are reserved for my real journal. LOL a lot of things happened and changed the past two years. some highs, a bunch of lows... but i think i'm just about ready to get a move on. i can't stay put in one place too long anyway :)