the beginning is the end is the beginning

i just can't get this song outta my head. seeing the watchmen's trailer made me think of decades past and smashing pumpkins on my cd player. so it's another year and another list of resolutions to be broken. for starters, i haven't gotten to writing mine on paper. they're still swirling and brewing in my unconscious waiting to spill. and before i etch each one on my thick head, i'd like to get one thing resolved first- my sleeping habits. i told myself that if i can get myself to wake up at 7am everyday for a week straight then i will deem myself worthy to write the much awaited list. it's that bad, and yes, that greatly serious. why? i'm tired of wasting mornings. i hate that my day is sawed in half therefore leaving me with half of my needed-tasks-to-be-done finished. so there. this year i promise to be ultimately on-the-dot-get-things-done-whats-next-on-my-agenda kinda gal. oops. not worthy yet.

it's only the second week of the year and i already have a gazillion things on my mind waiting to be accomplished. so this is what it feels like. to finally have a plan. to finally live life with a purpose... on one hand i got my resolutions waiting to burst out into the open, on the other my list of to-do-things for the year. those are two separate worlds and so little time. gosh. i might have to wake up earlier than 7 am!

on a happier note... i got chosen to style for a selecta ice cream project! woohoo! but i was just too busy to take on the job so they probably got someone else to do it. but that's not the point.  i got chosen to style for a selecta ice cream project! woohoo! i.e. my portfolio was good enough and i seemed credible enough and wow they will really pay that much for an ice cream stylist? (or maybe my bid was too low... double wow!!! then how much do they really pay???) anyway, just the offer made me smile a wee bit more than usual. i was actually surprised to be considered since i've been dreading ice cream shoots for like eternity, and doing an ice cream shoot for selecta's gotta be the "IT" for a serious food stylist. i'm still buzzed from my "almost ice cream shoot" that i have a great feeling this year will be a blast. yup bring it on.